hey.

it's sunday. raining. dengan lagu siti Nurhaliza sedang berkumandang. lagu 'Pastikan'.

dear all.
so much to do. so much to believe in. so much to overcome. so much to see, to face.
i'm losing myself.

they say, what is moral is something that you feel good after. and what is immoral is what you feel bad after.

i'm tiding bounds, i'm losing bounds too. i even found myself hating people. taking them for revenge. i argued. i feel satisfied. but at the same time, i do feel bad.

Sigmund Freud's theory : Men are born evil.

and i'm in the Thanatos Instinct.