ermm..

it feels strange to say this but..

we'd broke up.
:(
ohh. tell me this isn't happening please.
i don't know when did this happen.
the day i said those stupid things to him and he starts ignoring me, or the day i realize everything is not the same again..

i'd never mean to fight. even if i tell u i mean it. i'd never want u to run away from me. i'd never want to hurt u the way i already hurt u.. life's not fair for me lately and seeing the pain makes me forgot among the precious thing in my life - who always been there - YOU! i'd lose control of myself and said things u always dun want me to say, but u have to know i'd never mean it. but i'd never think that today, it will make u get up and run. there's no answer, no response, ..nothing from u.

what if i regret it? what if i still can't help missing him after some times?
why do i feel so right now but seeing the future without him, its like a big mistake..
what if i'll never find anyone who fits my hand perfectly again?
what if i'd never meet a guy who can take the same thing he have been through?

huh.. the same question for every broke-up huh, fina??
well.
again.
this guy isnt for u.

next~