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Like a fool, I've given you my heart.

October 27, 2009

Bangun awal hari ni (awal tu tak payah cakaplah pukul berapa, awal si Fina ni lain HAHA), okey, tapi memang bangun lebih awal dari hari-hari sebelumnya. Biasanya waktu-waktu sekarang ni, Amy ada di bilik, lagipun hari ni hari selasa, UUM cuti. Tapi lepas tu baru teringat. Yup, hari ni COLGIS Family Day that I've been ignored for days. Langsung tak tertarik dengan mana-mana aktiviti. Langsung tak mahu terlibat. The messages, the meeting (or meetings - I don't even know how much meeting they held for this event), and now .. the event itself. I am sure, Amy pergi. But why she didn't wake me up..

Oh my God what had happen to me? Macam seorang isteri yang baru kena tinggal suami. Diri sendiri macam tak boleh nak buat apa. Buat ini salah, buat itu salah. Sometimes I cry for nothing. Layan lagu-lagu sentimental dalam handphone siap ulang banyak kali. Dah tak mahu campur dengan society, Tak mahu join mana-mana program macam dulu. Of course this is temporary (no need to worry, i hope), but something from my heart is missing. Itu pun kalau bukan saya sendiri yang biarkan ia dibawa pergi. What you do to me? Ohh!

I don't understand this T____T

But, well, I don't even understand most ordinary things that happen everyday though. I don't even understand myself when it comes to this part, so, I don't know why this should be any different.

What a fool.

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8 comments

  1. i hate this part right here? :P

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  2. nur.sa,
    i dun get what u mean... :P

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  3. haha. nothing. just refer to ur last phrase..

    baru berblog semula..?how's penang?

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  4. time hilang baru terasa
    biasa ler tu

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  5. Just fikir dalam suasana tenang..
    buat keputusan bijak...;)

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  6. nur.sa
    :P

    ada juga yang tnya ttg penang eyhhh... ok nti adelah entrinye tuuu.. T_T

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  7. Fatt Chin Choy,
    amboi, pendeknye. ni betul2 nak tinggalkan komen ke tak neh?? haha.

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