Alamak again, I forgot I own a blog! Bila ingat sesuatu berkaitan blog, baru ingat mau update which is, eh dah berapa hari tidak update ni. Cakap saja lebih, buat? Hmph!

Already 3.24AM, tapi masih berjaga. Mengantuk tapi I cannot rest til I finish all these works. Unless tertidur la hahah. Things have been a little bit messy here. Messy, as in LITERALLY messy haha. Me and Dana (currently cuti sem) jadikan bilik kami hospital tempat merawat kucing-kucing yang kena jangkitan. So far the cats getting better, but still makan if sentuh sikit saja memang terpaksa kena forcefeed. Just bayang all the picagaris (of course without jarumlah), tissues, blankets, kotaks, litter box, etc. These two weeks so painful bila we have to witness our kittens satu-satu mati sebab sakit. We've tried our best, but I guess, maybe we haven't try enough. Kecewa dengan diri sendiri. Sometimes I cry at night mengenangkan those kittens.. And some of them are so close to me. Jujur, saya tidak suka rasa kehilangan. I'm very bad at handling that kind of feeling before, and even though now dah belajar bersabar sesabar-sabarnya, still, sedih tetap ada. I love cats. And will always love cats. Tidak faham, tidak apa.

Tengah malam tadi sanggup okey keluar tengah malam, beli makanan dan pasir kucing. Polis buat checking tengah malam di jalan raya kawasan tapak tamu, which is, terdetik dalam hati, must be something happen at Semporna/Tawau. Kereta kami pun ditahan, suluh sana sini dalam kereta (dalam kereta kosong saja, yang ada hanya me and Dana) lepas tu tanya dari mana dan hendak ke mana. Jalan lengang, no cars. With so many polis berjaga. A bit weird. Well.

Anyway.

I decide to bring back 'sufilara' to life again, but, as what? - I'm not sure yet. Might be as a branding.. Okey dalam otak sebenarnya memang ini. As a branding. Tapi kena fikir betul-betullah sesuai atau tidak. Dulu saya guna nama Sufilara before Fina Sophie (walaupun FS come first actually hahaaa) that's why my primary email is sufilara, not fina sophie. We'll see nanti. Insya-Allah.

Lama pula duduk menulis nih. Should continue my work and get a rest afterwards. Byeee :)