Today's Aidiladha.

Let's see how's my Aidiladha 'celebration' this time :

Walaupun kami sekeluarga tidak meraikan Aidiladha kali ini, namun apa yang jauh lebih penting adalah pengertian kita tentang makna di sebalik perayaan dan tema Hari Raya Qurban itu sendiri. It is all about qurban. There's a huge scope and explanation of the 'willingness to sacrifice' term. And I supposed all through the years, everyone have learn something about what is truly mean by that term.

What I've learn the most is, my mama dan ayah's willingness to sacrifice their time dan juga terpaksa membatalkan niat untuk menyambut Aidiladha ini bersama muslims yang lain sebab tarikh operation Pipie yang kebetulan arranged 26hb (semalam). It is just a small operation though, maybe you'll say, no need to worry. Tapi hakikat sebenarnya adalah, there's so much to sacrifice. The sacrifice to see Pipie will smile, jokes and being naughty as he is, like there's nothing to think about : when I know he's sick and he knows it too. Jika saya di tempat mama, being beside his bed in the ward right now, I'll cry, for sure. Even sekarang pun bertakung dah air mata. Don't blame me, I love my Mr Bean Jr. That little boy is helpless waktu ini. And I know mama is now sitting beside his bed, could not bear to see Pipie dengan wajah dan badan yang tidak bermaya. Bukan setakat masalah organ, tapi Pipie also have his asma. Sometime bila asma menyerang, he'll be in his room diam atau tidur seharian. And yes once again, maybe you'll say "ala normallah orang ada asma". When no body of us (kami adik beradik) yang ada asma or either any body function yang bermasalah malah sihat walafiat (insyALLAH), but si kecil ini pula tiba-tiba berpenyakit macam-macam. It is very pityful..

*tear drops on my laptop touchpad*

Happy Aidiladha to all of my muslim readers. May Allah bless us all, our country, and all fellow muslims in the world. Never forget that Aidiladha is the most meaningful celebration in Islam other than Aidilfitri. Tidak lupa juga buat sekalian jemaah haji, moga mendapat haji yang mabrur, diperkenankan segala permintaan dan moga selamat pergi dan pulang.

P.s : Today's Aidiladha, and I am hungry @_@