Days before, waktu pergi satu occasion ni, I met my old crush waktu sekolah menengah dulu. He came with his girlfriend tapi tak sempat nak pergi tegur cuz I'm quite 'busy'. HAHAHA even waktu tulis ni pun rasa blushing je muka. I remember macamana aku tak keruan gila setiap kali dia pandang aku waktu sekolah menengah, or sit beside me, or tried to talk to me.. even walk through me! HAHAH shit it is. Sebab takut obvious sangat yang I suka dekat dia, I pretend macam I tak suka dia (so now you know why the hell I dun take time to meet him waktu occasion hari tu). Sampai sekarang my friends sangka saya memang tak suka dekat budak tu. And, waktu tahun akhir kami sekelas, he even sent me this small piece of paper saying : 'I like you because you don't like me.. :)" SHIT rasa macam nak talk to his face and say ; I LIKE YOU LAHHHH XD

Looking good as usual. As good as the last time I met him. Handsome as he is, siapalah yang tak suka. Plays guitar, and he do write song sometimes with his friends. And muka dia sebijik ***** AF1, cuma dia lagi handsome lah haha. And and and, he's a sino. Ayah beliau chinese. So yeap, a none-muslim. Actually saya banyak crush. Kebanyakannya christians. Entahlah kenapa. Even first boyfriend pun non-muslim. His name is Nick. After Nick, my ex-boyfriends semua muslim. But still, there goes a number of friends I admired. - kebanyakkan still non-muslims. My friends waktu sekolah menengah selalu cakap saya banyak peminat tapi saya sebenarnya lagi banyak pergi admire orang. My own friends pulak tu. Sampai sekarang, masih admire diorang-diorang ni. Tapi sampai situ je lah. Minat saja, tak bermaksud cinta. Kalau cinta, lain lagi ceritanya kann..

One thing about Sabahan guys (be it muslim or not), they're handsome in their own way and always so honest and very gentleman towards girls. Of course, they can be a sweet talker, but they mean it. I'd never have much problem with Sabahan guys cuz they are always so understanding. Pendek kata, most of them know exactly how to treat girls, good sense of humor and be honest at the same time. Diorang tak mengumpat macam perempuan (if you know what i mean). Juga, banyak yang pandai main alat muzik. Based on my observation la. Wah kau siap observe lagi..

Itu dari apa yang saya nampaklah. Kalau pandai cari, lelaki sabahan sebenarnya banyakkk yang ada ciri-ciri ni. Kalau tak ada, tu nak buat macamana lagi kan.