I just finished reading book I've just bought from ..whoever. Shopaholic series by Sophie Kinsella - Shopaholic and Baby. I love her writings but today is all about the crap, crap, crappy day I’ve ever had in the whole of my crap life. Sebab? Let's see.

I can hear the clock ticking. Kitten meows (?? silap dengar kot). And Dana laughing dekat bilik sebelah (she's on the phone) - annoyed. And somebody's coughing. Dan apa yang saya buat untuk new year ini adalah semata-mata baring atas katil - tidur. Kesan ubat. Atau read book which I'd already finished minutes ago. Dan masak. First, masak sebab nak makan ubat. Second, nobody is going to cook for me. Third, masak sebab I believe a full stomach is a happy stomach. I've lost my focus sebab saya tak sihat so saya tak nak bagi stress dekat my own body sebab tak cukup makan. My body has already stressed out, by the way. Shouldn't give my ALL shopping the other day hari tu. Sekarang ni, tolak tepi dulu hal diet. Diet boleh buat bila-bila. I need to keep the energy so eat, Fina. Eat.

Oh my cough.

Coughing. And I do really mean COUGHING. Sakit okey tekak ni. Pedih. Flu sikit. Dan badan tak sedap. Nasib baik tak betul-betul demam. I don't like being sick. I hate being sick when I have so much thing to do .....I mean, so much thing in mind to think about but now I can't focus sebab distracted.

My mood isn't going pretty well. I am sorry. 100Penulis editors, I will get back to you all soon enough, I miss you guys.