So when I heard the news, the first thing I fikir adalah : Not again! T___T

First saw it waktu berita sekitar 12.30PM 28 Disember 2014. Itupun sekadar tajuk kecil bersama beberapa tajuk-tajuk kecil lain dalam marquee di bawah skrin berita. Mula-mula ingatkan salah baca or maybe another rumors but sadly, few hours lepas tu dalam radio (sebab tengah ada dalam kereta) ada kenyataan pengesahan bahawa kapal terbang Airasia Indonesia QZ8501, really went missing.

Maybe some of us should just stop with hilang dari radar joke. All the comments and controversies spreading all over the internet. I don't know. Maybe we shouldn't. Maybe we should stop.. If we ever understand about a word called sensitivity. Because you-know-why. :)

2014 somehow a weird year for Malaysia. For Malaysian at least. And I remember somewhere around the end of 2013, something made me believe for the whole year that 2014 won't be too pleasant, but 2015 will be better. But anyway it was just some silly thoughts. Honestly I feel devastated by the recent news and those disturbing images on TVs regarding QZ8501. Alhamdulillah not entirely shares the same ill fate as MH370 missing on March (no news til now) since the QZ aircraft and bodies of the passengers found in just few days of search and rescue, alhamdulillah. But still it's a very heart breaking news. Tidak cukup dengan MH370, lepas tu MH17. Tapi ya Allah, masih tidak cukup... I can't imagine the loss. I can't imagine the things beyond my knowing. But I believe there must be something Allah wants us to learn. A lesson to be learnt.

Innalillahi Wainnalillahi Raji'un. Allah have better plans. Who are we to question.. Deep condolences to all of the affected families and friends. May all the soul rest in peace. Surely we belong to Allah and to him shall we return. How and when, only Allah knows.

Yang bermaksud :

“Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang”“Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam”“Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang”“Yang menguasai hari pembalasan”“Hanya kepada Engkaulah kami menyembah dan hanya kepada Engkaulah kami mohon pertolongan”“Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus”“(yaitu) jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau anugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan (pula jalan) mereka yang sesat”.

For QZ8501

For MH370 and MH17

For the current flood victims in Semenanjung Malaysia

Entirely for all tragedies happened in 2014