So kita dah lebih halfway 2015 ni, and I didn't write as often here contrary to what I promised before. Sorry. But life's been too crappy, it's not worth writing. I don't want to remember them all either, so what the hell. Despite it all, minggu ini ai adalah produktif yeay! Been ages since I want to finish it, and in two days...

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December is going to end soon. As much as I am excited being in my favorite month, I find that I actually can't wait for the new year to begin. Another new year, another new refreshment, new stories and new dramas with funny people? Badut yang tidak berpakaian badut walking around? I can't wait, really. I received a text last night. Seems like...

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Hai.. Inilah boyfriend I yang pertama HAHA. His name is Nick. Jambu tak? Gambar ni memang real. Dan saya sendiri masih simpan lagi dalam album gambar yang dah lama saya tak jenguk. Dia bagi waktu kami sama-sama darjah 6 HAHA. Mak aih sekolah rendah lagi dah bercinta rupanyaa. Lagu yang mengingatkan saya pada dia. Nick teman lelaki pertama saya. Very the puppy love....

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Tekalah saya terserempak dengan siapa semalam? Semalam, saya ke KFC. Berbuka puasa untuk puasa ganti terakhir di KFC dengan seorang teman. Dan selepas kami selesai makan dan turun dari tingkat atas bangunan KFC Ranau tu, right in front me terus terpampang susuk tubuh seseorang yang saya sangat-sangat kenal. That was my first time seeing him as a husband to somebody else. He's on...

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Assalamualaikum. Good morning loves! Saya dah update tentang aktiviti Tari Kirana di majlis persandingan Pentung (29 Mei) dan majlis persandingan Zaba (5 Jun) dan traditional greetings di War Memorial Kundasang (11 Jun). Ada empat lagi update persembahan Tari Kirana di majlis persandingan Budi (8 Jun), majlis persandingan di Kg Kiaburi (11 Jun), di Hotel Perkasa (12 Jun) dan di Papar (26 Jun). Penat...

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Just sharing my love experience. I just got a phone call from him, rakan sekampus dan a good friend of mine back then when I was a student. Dia orang KL. Menetap dan kerja di situ. Kadang-kadang dia sebenarnya akan contact, tanya khabar, dan dia tidak lepas dari mengenang kisah waktu kami ke Tasik Jitra satu waktu dulu beberapa hari sebelum kami bawa...

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Really. Dulu before I met Zul, saya nekad dalam hati saya taknak couple-couple dah. Lepas jumpa Zul, everything changed. I was so in love with that guy. Saya bersedia terima segala apa yang dia ada. Saya bersedia hadapi dan terima kekurangan dan kelebihan dia. Saya berusaha slowly pujuk ayah dan mama untuk terima dia. Parents tidak berapa setuju pada awalnya, tapi bila mungkin...

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Semalam I call you, you tak answerYou kata you keluar pergi dinnerYou kata you keluar dengan kawan youBut when I called Tommy he said it wasn't trueSo I drove my car pergi DamansaraTommy kata maybe you tengok bolaTapi bila I sampai... you, you tak adaLagi la I jadi gilaSo I called and called sampai you answerYou kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengarMy phone...

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Although I may occasionally mention about my past, it will simply because I feel better talking about it. The present moment is what I am much more interested in. Banyak plan di hadapan saya. Dalam masa sebulan setelah peristiwa 25 haribulan April yang saya rasa very the bullshit tu, termasuk seminggu sebelum pernikahan dia cari aku tanpa rasa bersalah cuba untuk mendapatkan aku...

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People freak me out. They move too fast, they speak too loud, and they are just plain unpredictable. One minute they’re there, then next they’re not. One day they love you and the next they want to beat the life out of you and suddenly they appear wanting you back. The demands, the insincerity, the selfishness, the greediness. I wrote this entry on...

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You see, I'm forgetful - usually of the bad things that have happened to me. He came my way today and.. When I see him, I see all the good times we had. I see him and felt all the good feelings I've felt while I am still with him. I miss spending the whole day with him, I miss our silly jokes,...

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Dah delete dari sidebar blog ini. It's been a week.. A tough week after three most magical months he gave me. Still, please keep this on mind, please. Don't tell me how to act. Don't tell me how to be professional. Don't tell me to take this as easy as you do. I had enough of it just on my own. I am...

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